I don’t know what is going on with me, but I can’t stop thinking about having a baby. I keep asking people with three kids what it was like. It’s manageable right? They all said, yes! They’re family is complete now that they have three. And a few with two boys even had a girl. It can happen!
I mentioned this to my husband and he repeated what he said two-years-ago, the last time I was sick with baby fever; I’d be having that third child as a single mom. “So what will you do when you’re on bedrest for months and months(which happened when I was pregnant with both kids)? You think it was hard to lose the weight the last time, now you’re so much older (ouch!)” and my favorite “If you get pregnant, you won’t have a cute little girl to dress up like you’ve always dreamed of, you’ll have twin boys.”
But I don’t care if I’m on bedrest and my ass becomes so huge I have to sew two pair of pants together. I really want another baby. I also don’t mind if we have another boy. It will just make our house more lively.
I guess I should just let this surge of baby wanting pass like it always does. Or should I?